Indifference.  

If martinis could cure my insomnia  

I’d be fallen cold, fallen dead  

Not quiet awake, staring up and up up  

in this goddamn night  

Dear god, let me rest  

So I could buss with the hell I live  

Say farewell to this cheapo life  

For the last time  

O spite! O hell!  

As those Shakespeareans flimflammed  

Romeo was mouse brained  

While Juliet was insane  

Somewhere in this dampened world  

Love ripples in a vast sea  

Hatred grow in poisonous hemlocks  

A force of gravity pulls you down the core  

Where magma that hot  

Can cast you into a sculpture  

And you’ll be forever  

Ever and ever.  

Never. Quite. Touching. The. Edge. Of. Anything.  

Water chattered.  

One Drop. Someone laughs  

Two Drops. Someone cries.  

Three Drops. Someone was numb.  

Four Drops. Someone is but isn’t there anymore  

Someone had five drops of bitter tears  

Igneous rocks gritted  

Six Pieces. Someone felt love  

Seven Pieces. Someone felt hatred.  

Eight Pieces. Someone felt indifference  

Nine Pieces. Someone isn’t but is no one  

Someone had ten pieces of broken heart  

Grimace at the walking dead.  

Despise them as ocean guanos.  

Why care what you care and don’t care  

When you know that you do not care nothing no more?