I can not stand this hell i feel  it”s come to stay, and so real  unless i set myself free  just jump, and i”m where i want to be  it”s so easy to leave all this pain behind  then i”ve found what i want to find  nothing more, nothing less  only a wish to leave this mess  i”ll never regret  but please don”t you forget  never forget, only forgive  remember me  this life wasnt meant for me to live  just don”t hate me for what i have done  remember what you meant to me  even if i”m gone  i just had nothing left to give  end is close,i”m begging you...to forgive  only this end can set me free  and take me where i want to be