to my girlfriend_500字

　　Dear XiaoHong.

　　You know, I always feel like an emotional waste. I don't remember the past, but I also dare not accept the new myself. You are different.

　　At least you seem to be living smartly, loving and hating so clearly. Why at least because of what is inside? I have seen a relationship that I can't say how unforgettable it is at least. There is a process of forgetting that all the good things are worth remembering, and then there is a new feeling to be responsible for the past. Sometimes you don't know what I'm thinking. Sometimes I don't understand what I'm thinking. I've persisted in too many impossible things. I like too many indifferent people.

　　Every day I live so much. I'm really sad when you don't understand me. I hope you don't abandon me. I know that many times you love me, but I'm proud of you. I don't want you to say that watching you mature slowly is actually not a taste in my heart, because the process of tempering people with time is really difficult. I just hope that while you live up to your desire, you can continue in the way you like, whether in love or in other ways. Of course, I will not rush to love and leave all the most precious feelings to the people who will wait for me most. I hope that you will understand someone's pain and hope that you will have a new life and no longer be tired and unrestrained with wine and love. I can only say how much slander you can withstand, how much praise you will get.

　　I also believe that we all have problems.

　　Your sincerely,

　　Chen Mei