not that happy today_200字

　　We are going to hold a compatation among singing, dancing and so on. Today, for I am of one of the students“ Union, I have to go to the classroom to select the programmes. For me, it“s a really hard and suffering time. There are so many people going to the class, and the class was filled with them. I“m not the leader of dancing club nor the singing club, so I don“t really know why I should be there wasting so much of time. I think in some way, I should say no to something, something that I dislike and something useless. It“s just a kind of choice. But I am just too shy to do it. Sometimes they say that you“re necessary, we don“t know what if without you, but most of the time I felt myself standing there having nothing to do and, useless. I don“t mind if I am alone, but I don“t feel like the feeling to be lonely, to be ignored. So maybe next time, I will speak out.