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　　Long time ago, I thought about many times later.

　　I thought about the day when I finally gave up on you. I thought I would wake up on a sunny morning and find that I no longer liked you. Then I started my new life. However, I found that I was wrong. After I started a new life, in some ordinary moment, I suddenly found that I had forgotten you for a long time. This is sad at first. I always think that my feelings with you are great, then its disappearance should be a sensation. In fact, however, its disappearance is quiet. At last I found out that my secret love was small and unnoticed. Now one day, I told my old friend that I seemed to like someone. Old friends will not mention your name, but quietly listen to my new love. One hundred miles, someone will ask you - what about X? Is there any connection?

　　Then I will think of you, for a while, I will not know what to say. I used to really like you that way. I don't think I'll have a second time in my life. A little fluctuation of your mood will cause my tears to flow into a river. You are more than my God. You are all I have. I still remember clearly what I said to you and what I talked to you about. I remember your comments on me, your jokes or the truth. I remember the first sentence you said to me and the last one you said to me recently.

　　I remember what you said to me and what you said to me.