envy or not_450字

　　Jealousy is a kind of emotion that almost no one can get rid of. According to some reseaches perhaps it's not the sole domain of human-being. Dogs and other social animals may used jealousy to maintain their bond, while people can be envious in various aspects.

　　There is no doubt that countless people worry about money and admittedly I do the same sometimes. It's 11th August now, and I am looking at the income and outcome once again. Accidentally I found that a writer here earned one hundred and eighty-eight yuan by some applications.

　　Knowing that she has been live in poverty for a quite long time, I am a bit surprised. I have to say that I become a little jealous of her. I can earn more than that by working, but this income seems to come without much difficulty. In other word, it doesn't require any complex work.

　　Honestly I wish to ask her about more details, but my shyness and self-esteem stop me. She is worse off than I, even she can occasionally get some money easily. I am not having major life difficulties.

　　I should believe joy is always an option. Jealousy cannot lead me to happiness, so I should release my anxiety and live a happy life. Focus on what I can control. I tell myself.

　　Even those licensed psychologist doesn't seem to provide any practical advice.