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Definitely, there are moments in life when you just have to stop and let go of control. The more you hold and squeeze things, the more they slip away. The feeling of un-reciprocated is sometimes so numbing that too much of it makes you feel not to give any of yourself -- a feeling that makes you feel like being selfish, sometimes, is OK. You do things, even those that are beyond your limit, yet, at the end of the day, you find yourself saying ”sorry, i didnt mean to do that. i just want you to feel better.” 　

Probably, we, I just have to pause and stop. Perhaps,　it”s only us, I, who want to do these stuff but the other party doesnt want. However, it”s difficult to know whether it is what it is. Thus, what”s left of us, me? Just go on. I, we, might be carrying this disturbing feeling, yet, at the end of the road, one thing matters: I, we CARE and think of the other”s goodness; if there”s one mistake we,i　 have done, it is the fact that CARING for 　someone whom I, we consider a part of us, a family, a confidant, a best friend, a friend, a brother, is something INNATE and I, we LOVE doing.　

Pause. Stop. Reflect. Sorry. Forgive me. Go on. Carry on. Move on. Be happy. What happened was out of my, our control. If I, we will be BLAMED too much for it, then we can”t do　anything anymore　except to wait til the day comes things become fine. Hold on. I, we wish we can. As long as I, we can, then we remain steadfast, faithful to the vowed promises.　

Silent. Fading away. May they, you be happy…